freight train
Seasonal. No announcement. No ceremony. Just weight and forward. You don’t question the speed when you’re inside it. You call it life. You call it responsibility. You call it love. The tracks feel automatic. Next thing. Next thing. Next thing. There’s a rhythm to urgency. A low hum that passes for purpose. You get used to it. You stop noticing how fast the scenery blurs. And then one day the path slows. Not because it broke. Not because anything failed. Just because the cargo shifted. The quiet after momentum isn’t peaceful at first. It’s disorienting. Your body still leans forward. Your thoughts still brace. You check your pulse like there’s supposed to be an update. But the landscape isn’t rushing past anymore. There’s space between crossings. Room to look out the window. Room to wonder if you were ever meant to move that fast. The engine still hums. You’re just not sure what it’s pulling now. And maybe that’s the part you’re still learning to sit with.


